Oct. 10th, 2020

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Oct. 10th, 2020 12:23 pm
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KEY
🤍 - Neutral | 💛 - Like | 💖 - Love
💔 - Complicated | 🖤 - Dislike

❋ CAST MATES

✻ OTHERS

💔💔💔💛💛
Ellie
Ell's Bells. Yeah, I'm so fucking screwed. This wasn't supposed to happen, but apparently cussing, shitty nicknames, guitars and a healthy dose of a fucked up backstory just get me. Fuck. Fucking fuck me.

✢ DROPPED

💔💛💛💛💛
Castiel
Angelcake. Broke my life, and breaks my heart a little everytime I look at him. It's my Dad's body, but the doofus looks nothing like my Dad anymore - even if he's kind of just that. A dad. He deserves good things, and I don't think the universe is inclined to let him have them. It's okay, Cas. We're good, and you'll be alright.
💛💛💛💛💛
Dean Winchester
Hasslehoff. The man, the myth, sore minigolf loser. I've earned the privilege of giving him shit. 100% gonna do whatever it takes to save his sorry ass, too. He's... okay, he's kind of a pretty awesome pseudo-dad, whatever, don't tell him I said that.
💛💛💛💛🤍
John Constantine
Harry Potter. Apparently I collect dudes in trench coats now. At least he's not a dad figure. More like an uncle. Knows his shit, and is pretty damn decent to boot.
💛💛💛💛💛
Sam Winchester
Becky with the good hair. He taught me how to hack credit card info, so that's pretty dope. For sure the bookish Winchester. What a nerd. Love the guy, he's solid, and rank right up there with his brother for pseudo dad of the year award.
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Info Sheet

At A Glance
Quick Facts Name: Claire Novak.
Nicknames, Aliases: Biker Barbie, Rainbow Brite.

Species: Human.
Age: 20
Gender: Female

Canon: Supernatural
Canon Point: 13x10: Wayward Sisters or post canon
Wiki: Link

Appearance & First Impressions
Height: 5'5''
Build: Slender
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue

Reference Pictures: 1 | 2 | 3
Voice Reference: 1

Sometimes described as "Biker Barbie", Claire carries herself with confidence in her looks and skills, and it shows. She's holding back little when it comes to attitude. She gives off a stand-off-ish, snarky vibe, of someone who's not too worried/concerned, someone who's tough, resilient and either in control, or not afraid of what lies ahead. Despite soft features, there's an obvious hardness to her. Easy to dismiss as just a young blonde, Claire carries herself in a way that's guarded to others. Unless she's close to someone or deems them no threat whatsoever, she won't turn her back, too suspicious of ulterior motives. Her eyes are sharp, too, rarely just resting on someone but actively taking them in, moving to potential exits to a room, to things easily used as weapons. She carries herself like someone used to fighting. She looks as young as she is, and dares anyone to underestimate her because of it.

Claire is leanand obviously fit, but there's nothing otherwise remarkable about her physique. She's got long, wavy blonde hair, soft facial features in a heart-shaped face, and bright blue eyes. Her clothes tend to be practical, but are decidedly not baggy - Claire opts for clothes that she can fight and look good in. Dark leather and flannel are hunter staples, but that doesn't mean they can't look badass.

Underneath those clothes, Claire has got quite a few scars from various monster claws and bites, and other wounds one carries after fighting monsters. She shows those off with pride.


Permissions & Preferences
IC & OOC Permissions
IC PERMISSIONS
Physical Contact: Yes
Mental Contact: Yes
Flirting/Affection: Yes from women
Fighting: Yes
Injury/Death: Yes to minor injuries. Let's chat about major injuries and death.
Pass: Fandom OCs, Rule 63 characters
OOC PERMISSIONS
Backtagging: Yes
Fourthwalling: Yes
Threadhopping: Yes
Handwaving: If non-essential
Off-Limits: "on screen" graphic domestic/sexual abuse, pregnancy related body horror. Mentions are fine, please do not "show" in text.
Other: Prefer brackets + present tense, but will match style.
Shipping Open To:f/f
Canon OTP: Kaia
Other Canon Ships: Open to other female cast mates in appropriate age ranges
Cross Canon: Open to cross canon ships with women in appropriate age ranges - Claire is 20 at her canon point
Canon NoTP: Men
Not Interested: Male characters (not for shipping, happy to have platonic stuff), characters under 25, Fandom OCs, Rule 63 characters

Kink List

FAVORITES
Body Worship
Cunnilingus
Fingering
Massages
Oral Fixation
Oral Sex
Orgasm Control
Praise

YES
Aftercare
Biting
Blindfolds
Bondage (light)
Breastplay
Clothed sex
Cunnilingus
Dirty talk
Face-Fucking/Sitting
Gags
Hair Pulling
Masturbation (solo/mutual)
Multiple Orgasms
Overstimulation
Possessivenss
Rough Sex
Scratching
Semi-Public
Teasing
Toys
Vaginal
Vanilla

MAYBE
Aftercare
Anal
BDSM (Heavy)
Body Worship
Breathplay
Collaring
Dub-Con
Dominance
Interspecies
Multiple Partners
Photo/Video
Public Places
Spanking
Somnophilia
Submission
Threesomes
Voyeurism

NO
Ageplay
Bathroom Play
Beastiality
Body Modification
Breeding
Fisting
Genital Torture
Gore
Humiliation
Incest
Medical Play
Necrophilia/Snuff
Non-Con
Spitting
Underage
Vore

Character Information
History & Timeline
World Info
Claire's world is akin to our modern 2018 era world, except that monsters like vampires, werewolves and ghosts as well as various urban legends and beings of mythology are real. In this world, Hunters exist to handle these supernatural threats. Hunters work alone or with trusted other individuals,but are not centrally organized.

Defining Events/Circumstances
  • Angel interference (and lack thereof) - Losing her father to angelic possession, praying for his protection for years without answer, and finding out that her mother left only to be abducted and used for years by another angel has made Claire somewhat cynical regarding angels and beings of similar status. Castiel possessing her father has ruined her life - and set her on her current path.
  • Found Family - Finding a home with and a mother in Jody Mills has helped Claire come to terms with much of the trauma she has suffered. It's helped ease her barriers and open her heart to other people again, allowed her to forgive Castiel, and given her a much safer way to pursuing her personal goals. While there was a lot of back and forth between her and Jody regarding the topic of hunting, they've come to an agreement through the years together, allowing Claire to find a balance in her life she'd not known in the past 13 years.
  • Randy's Betrayal - Finding a surrogate father in Randy, Claire was actually perfectly alright doing shady things at his bidding because he took care of her and other kids like her. To see Randy blame failure on her, and as a result sell her to a man he owned money to has left a deep cut in Claire regarding her ability to trust other people who put themselves into a position of supposed care for her.
  • Loss - her father died when Castiel did, her mother died in her arms after saving Claire, Randy died after betraying her, Jody and Alex almost died trying to protect her, Kaia died in her arms afte saving Claire - Claire has lost a lot of people, the impact of each still sits heavy on her, with a sense of devastating loss and guilt she will never quite get over (canonically, Kaia is later discovered to be alive because SPN be like that, and other characters choose not to tell Claire about staging a rescue mission as well as leaving Jody out of the mission, knowing Claire would not survive losing Kaia a second time, or losing Jody. It's implied that while she's overall doing okay years after Kaia's loss, the loss of another person close to her could easily push her over the edge.

    Full History
    In 2004, Claire Novak's father left the house in the middle of the night. When she stepped out after him and called out to him, he turned around, looked at her with alien eyes, and declared: "I am not your faither", as he had indeed agreed to be possessed by the angel Castiel. This was the beginning of Claire's life going off the rails. Almost a year after he'd vanished without a trace, Jimmy Novak showed back up at his family's home, but unfortunately he brought with him a host of trouble. Demons abducted Claire and possessed her mother, Amelia. With Jimmy mortally wounded, the angel Castiel asked Claire to lend him her body as a vessel. She agreed, was possessed, and her family saved. Unable to bear the thought of his daughter suffering ("it's like being chained to a comet"), Jimmy Novak traded places with her, taking Castiel back into himself. This would be the last time Claire would see her father alive - and indeed the last time she would see Castiel for many years.

    Shortly after this, her mother Amelia left to "find herself" in the wake of being left by her husband. Claire was taken in by her grandmother, and received postcards for a while. Eventually, there were no more postcards, and Claire believed herself abandoned by both parents. She prayed to Castiel every night to keep her father safe, and received no answer.

    When her grandmother died, Claire became a troubled young woman, known to run away from group homes. She fell in with a bad crowd under the leadership of a man called Randy, who posed himself as a surrogate father and was being idolized by Claire and the others, yet pushed the troubled youths under his 'care' and 'guidance' into becoming thieves and pickpockets for his benefit.

    It was during this time that Claire encountered Castiel again, and refused his attempts to do right by her, filled with hatred for the angel who'd torn her family apart. Yet when she returned to Randy, he was willing to sell her to a loan shark to cover for his loans, and Claire had to be saved from assault by Castiel. In the wake of these events, Dean Winchester kills the loan shark, his goons, and randy. A traumatized Claire tries to have him killed, but reels back when she realizes the people she talked to were going through with it.

    In the months following these events, Claire attempts to find her mother, and reluctantly accepts aid from Castiel and the Winchesters. In the course of this, she's being taught some of their tricks of the trade - like hacking into her mother's credit card records, as well as some sources for information on supernatural beings. With Claire heavily involved, the group eventually finds out that Claire's mother never left, but was abducted by a special breed of angel, a grigori, who has been draining the life force from his victims on a farm for years. Claire is briefly reunited with her mother before she dies, and Claire takes her revenge by killing the grigori with his own sword. The Winchesters bring Claire to their friend and ally Jody Mills, a small town sherrif who does some minor hunting. Claire decides to forgive Castiel.

    When next we see her, Claire has become borderline obsessed with hunting, seeing monsters and cases in every corner, and in some cases outright threatening regular people with her sword. She pours every waking hour into her investigations, and while she enrolled in college, she's not been to any classes in months, admitting that she doesn't find it important, when there are monsters to be hunted. Her relationship to Jody's other ward, Alex, is strained, as Alex wants nothing more than a normal life, and Claire has clearly given up on such pursuits. In the wake of a near fatal vampire attack on all of them, Claire learns to empathize more with both Jody as her guardian and Alex as her semi-step-sister, and seems to realize that while hunting is where her heart is at, she cannot pursue it blindly and with unhealthy obsession.

    Still, we later learn that Claire has continued hunting behind Jody's and Alex' backs, and pretending to pursue a normal college life. She teams up with the Winchesters for a werewolf hunt, in the course of which she gets infected with lycanthropy. She breaks down, because only people with very strong willpower can retain any semblance of control over the curse, and Claire does not believe herself strong. She accepts that the only sensible path forwards is for her to die, but the Winchesters instead find an experimental cure that subjects Claire to horrendous pain and torment, but proves ultimately effective on her despite all known subjects so far to die, making her the only known human who has been cured of lycanthropy. Realizing that she doesn't want to die on a hunt without Jody and Alex knowing, and realizing that she's got people in her corner who love her, Claire decides to come clean to them. She will not stop hunting, she will not pursue a normal life and college education - but she finally breaks her bad habit of lying and going behind their backs while risking her life. She also acknowledges for the first time that Jody is like a mother to her, and that she considers Alex her sister.

    In 2017, Claire has honed her skills as a hunter, successfully tracking, fighting and killing monsters, and saving their intended victims in the process. She's on good if sarcasm-laced terms with Alex. When the Winchester brothers disappear into a different dimension, Claire gets involved in the case and meets Kaia, a dreamwalker who knows the dimension the Winchesters are trapped in, calling it the "Bad Place". Claire and Kaia compare scares and form a fast bond. The group is also joined by the psychic Patience. Claire initially refuses to believe the girl's powers to be real, as Patience claims to have seen Claire die, but has to concede her powers are real when Patience offers valuable assistance in tracking down the rift and avoiding monster attacks on the way. While Jody implores for Claire to stay behind and stay safe, when Jody is in danger Claire, backed by Kaia, decides to risk everything for her family to save Jody. Ultimately, she begs Jody to trust her, and goes through the rift and into the Bad Place with Kaia, to find and save the Winchesters. Claire swears to keep Kaia safe, and the two begin forming a gentle, romantic connection. While the mission to the Bad Place goes well initially, when attempting to leave, one of the strange creatures living there attacks Claire, but Kaia intervenes, mortally wounded in Claire's place. Claire refuses to go through the rift until Kaia dies, feeling the least she can do after failing to protect her is to stay with her. Devastated, she then exits the Bad Place through the rift, just shy of either being killed, or the rift closing.

    It is later canonically confirmed through Jody that Kaia was the first person Claire loved, and her death is a sore spot for Claire even years later in canon.

  • Personality
    Independence / Self Confidence
    Having lost so many people at a young age, Claire has grown up to become an incredibly self-reliant young woman. While this can be to her detriment when she fails to ask for help, she will likely not despair over having to tackle any problem on her own, secure in the knowledge of the skills and capabilities she has acquired, and in her ability to persevere through hardship. "I've had worse" and "I know I can do this" are strong motivators for her.

    Bravery
    Claire rarely backs down from any challenge, and while there are things she fears and/or knows to be dangerous, she does not let this cow her. She looks at danger as something to overcome, not as something to bend to, and isn't easily pushed into being too scared to act. And if all else fails, this allows her to fall back onto some level of bravado, too.

    Protectiveness
    Claire has chosen to become a hunter, which means she does two things: kill monsters and save people.She's protective of other people, especially those she's grown close to, and draws a lot of strength from feeling like she has to step up and shield others, or act on their behalf. She is more likely to overcome her own reservations about engaging with a situation, if she feels that other people are in danger if she refrains.

    Found Family
    While often reluctant to accept outside help, the closer Claire gets to someone, the more willing she is to rely on the people she knows she can trust, and be able to trust them to have her back and make use of their skill sets to compliment her own.

    Leadership
    While still in the early stages in her current canon point, Claire has grown to a point emotionally where she knows she can lead other people, train them, and help them move forwards in the dangerous world they live in together. She's not exactly a nurturing person, but she can help others learn how to defend themselves, and is willing to lead by example. She will never ask anyone to do what she wouldn't be willing to do herself.

    Determination
    Claire is stubborn, and when she sets her mind to something, she's not easily dissuaded off her path. That might not always be a strength.

    Determination
    Claire is stubborn, and when she sets her mind to something, she's not easily dissuaded off her path. That might not always be a strength.

    Distrust
    Claire has a hard time trusting that others have her best interest at heart, having been let down, left or betrayed too often in her life. The connections she's made have been hard to earn for the people who've gained them, and Claire will likely need time to warm up to anyone else to such a degree. In a dire situation, depending on developments, she might even foolishly refuse someone's help if she doesn't yet feel she can trust them. This can also lead to her not reaching out and involving people in her plans, and choosing to lie and do something in secret even if part of her knows it'd be better not to.

    Loss of Agency/Freedom
    Claire values her freedom. She's lost control of herself and her circumstances through angelic possession, betrayal by people in power over her, attempted assault, lycanthropy and even, as she presumes in her current canon point, prophecy/visions. She doesn't handle feeling powerless and not in control of herself well.

    Authority
    Claire's never had good relationships with people who were in positions of authority over her, either through their age, a position of seniority, or because they belong to institutions of authority. She's likely to bristle against those figures, even if it would be in her best interest to listen to them, and she's prone to being cocky and dismissing the advice and assistance from such figures.

    Recklessness
    Claire throws herself at danger, and while she's grown better about thinking her plans through over the years of honing her skills as a hunter, she ertainly still has a tendency to charge at danger head first, touch the thing, fail to watch her back, or go too far in trying to discover the truth without an exit strategy, backup or other help.

    Loss/Failure
    Claire has suffered tremendous personal losses in her life, and is in many ways still grieving over her blood family, over Kaia, and over every single person she couldn't safe. She's unstable, and and when her layers of bravado, sarcasm and confidence in her skills are stripped away, she is a vulnerable, lonely person with abandonment issues underneath. The show heavily implies that even years after Kaia's loss, Claire would be pushed past her breaking point losing another loved one.

    Guilt
    Claire also carries with her the guilt of feeling responsible for several of these aforementioned losses - from her father and mother sacrificing themselves for her, to Randy selling her after she failed to come up with the money he needed to pay the loan shark back, to Kaia dying in her arms after Claire swore to protect her in the one place Kaia was scared to go, and only went for Claire's sake.

    Vengeance
    If wronged, if made to suffer a loss, Claire will stop at very little to get her due, and can easily go down a dark, obsessive path with this.

    Abilities & Skills
    Human
    Claire is a regular human, so physically and mentally has no particularly unusual skills/abilities, and all the weaknesses one would expect. It should be noted that through her father, she is a potential angelic vessel, and while the show never expands upon this in details, it is related to her bloodline. She also used to be infected with lycanthropy. While the show does not expand upon the long-term effects of either, mods should feel free to use and abuse this to their heart's content.

    Hunter
    Claire is a hunter, and therefore has gained a growing arsenal of lore on many common monsters and methods to kill them, as well as an array of fake badges/identities, IDs, some minor hacking abilities (enough to keep her afloat for travelling the country and hunting, at the very least).

    Weapons
    Claire is capable with a variety of handguns, and can wield a sword/bladed weapon efficiently, as well as other knives. In addition, we see her be competent in hand-to-hand combat, as well as resourceful enough to use improvised weapons.

    Thief / Pickpocket
    Claire can pick locks and has some skill in the sleight of hand department.

    Liar
    Claire has an impressive pokerface, if she really wants to, and knows how to lie to get into places she wants to be.

    Physical Fitness
    Claire has developed the stamina and strength to handle her lifestyle. Hunters need to be in good physical condition to outrun and outmaneuver monsters, fight them, cut through them, and make it through the usual wounds you get on the job with a certain level of pain tolerance without keeling over.

    Basic First Aid
    Claire knows how to patch herself up and suture wounds. While not nearly as skilled as her "step-sister" Alex (a trained nurse), she knows how to stitch her own wounds.

    Content Warnings tba

    Headcanons
    Headcanons are canon compliant and framed to have no impact on cast mates in games. Mostly they inform how the character is played rather than becoming constant talking points. If ongoing canon reveals information that contradicts the information listed here, the headcanons will be updated/adjusted accordingly.

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    TESSISAMESS
    waywardsister: (intent)
    CLAIRE NOVAK
    Hunter, Ex-Vessel, Ex-Werewolf
    Statistics name. Claire Novak
    canon. Supernatural
    canon point. 13x10: Wayward Sisters, after Kaia's death when Claire runs through the rift to leave the Bad Place and re-enter her world
    age. 20
    sexuality. Lesbian

    height. 5'5''
    build. Slender
    hair. Blonde
    eyes. Blue
    skin. White

    occupation. ---
    housing. 1301 Philipps Dr. with Dean, Cas, Sam
    Important Links info & first impressions
    application
    inbox
    sanity tracker
    knowledgetracker
    hmd

    Inventory
    Arrived With
  • Clothes
  • Cell Phone
  • Lock picks
  • Car keys
  • Assets Gained
  • Improvised weapons: Kitchen knife (silver, blunt), broken off chair leg, iron fire poker
  • Residence Keys
  • Certificate of Baptism
  • Skeleton Key
  • Important Events
    October 2020: Day 1
    Arrival in Mathias

    November 2020: Day 15
    First Death. Claire does not answer the phone. When the windows shatter, she suffocates slowly in her room, unable to free herself. Afterwards, she wanders through the cold of the night, in shock and unable to come to terms with what happened to her. She breaks down crying on Dean Winchester, showers her skin near raw, struggles to reconnect to her close friends and allies, and eventually bloodies her hands trying to dig up her own corpse. Her greatest pain about this is that she woke up again to begin with.

    January 2020: Day 29
    Town Hall. Claire contributes a lot of information.

    February 2020: Day 35
    Second Death. Claire and Dean run from the Hunt. Not wanting to lead what's hunting them to anyone else, they shelter in the General Store and attempt to take a last stand and fight back. After a heartfelt conversation, they die together.

    player
    name. inky age. 30+ timezone. cet/cest contact. musebox
    code. tessisamess
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    SHIPPING & OTHER INFO
    Ships
    Canon OTP: Kaia
    Canon NOTP: Castiel, Jimmy Novak, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
    Open to other cast and cross canon, but please be aware that Claire is likely interested in women over others, and that any potential romance has to be age-appropriate. She's 20, and isn't interested in people who could be her parents age-wise.
    Other
    Claire isn't too interested in random hook ups. She only ever displays romantic interest in one person canonically, and that emotion leaves a lasting impression on her. Claire doesn't love easy, but she loves hard.

    FAVORITES
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    YES
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    MAYBE
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    NO THANKS
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    Playlist

    Oct. 10th, 2020 04:17 pm
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    Playlist
    I am the fire
    Halestorm

    I am the fire
    I am burning brighter
    Roaring like a storm
    Screaming like a siren
    Alive and burning brighter
    I am the fire
    Miss Nothing
    The Pretty Reckless

    I'm miss fortune, miss so soon
    I'm like a bottle of pain
    Miss matter, you had her
    Now she's goin' away
    I'm misused, misconstrued
    I don't need to be saved
    White Dress
    Halestorm

    I'll never be, I'll never be
    All of the things
    that you need me to be
    I'm not the girl
    In the white dress
    I'm not your fairytale princess

    Angry Too
    Lola Blanc

    Does it make you see red?
    It gets my blood boiling
    And I'm coming unglued
    It would hit you like poison
    If you knew what I knew
    You would be angry too

    Under The Water
    The Pretty Reckless

    Broken lines across my mirror
    Show my face
    All red and bruised
    And though I screamed
    Well, no one came running
    No, I wasn't saved

    Fight
    Icon For Hire

    But people don't like
    When you put up a fight
    And slowly, ever so slowly
    I am losing mine
    I'll fight, fight, fight
    Or be taken out alive

    Black Vultures
    Halestorm

    I don't give in
    I don't give up
    I won't ever let it break me
    I'm on fire, I'm a fighter
    I'll forever be
    The last one standing

    Warrior
    Icon For Hire

    I lost it all to win this fight
    I didn't know
    What it'd be like
    To be victorious
    Damn it feels good
    To be a warrior

    Cradled in Love
    Poets of the Fall

    I kept the love you gave me
    And now I carry it with me
    Telling me I'll never be alone
    Do I even dare to speak
    Your name for fear
    It sounds like a lover
    CHRISCODES

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